I'm currently
meditating
on being familiar with the ways of God, not just the acts of God...
Just listened to a sermon mentioning Moses was familiar with His ways,
the Israelites familiar with his acts. This concept has been really
helpful with dealing with this recovery/ailment... as God does not heal
me in my timing, I can rely on knowing that I know Him and His ways, I
can trust who He is because I am familiar with Him, whether or not His
acts follow my perceptions/expectations. He is good, He is loving, He
is merciful, and in time I will see all that in my life play out whether
or not I see it in any given moment of time. I stand on the rock, not
the pieces of rock (sand) that shift with the the waves and weather of
my circumstances.